Thursday, December 11, 2008 @ 12:20 AM
manage to catch up with jackson for a while after bs. i feel so bad that he has been asking me out yet i've been really busy. but i really enjoyed the time spent. we talked and most importantly, i laughed my heart out with his jokes. damm funny. anyway, talking and all, right now as i am sitting down in my room, i have decided that i should really stop procrastinating in my heart and get down to do something great for God.
you know.. recently i've been gg through one tough season. nothing good has been happening and just like that jeff said, "when everything fails, you just have to cling on to the edge and just hold it there. with all of your life, you grab on to whatever that is left" i really feel that way.. with so many things spinning together, i can only trust. trust him to see me through this season. busy with so many things around me, i lost touch of myself. of who i want to become. who am i and what dreams am i working so hard for. i truely believe and hold on to a conviction that
"every single day, hour, minute or even seconds of your life should draw you closer to your dream. if it doesnt, then you have really done nothing "
keep dreaming. yes. just dream. dream till limitless because no one can ever stop you from doing that. the only limit that dreams have is really YOURSELF. break that barrier. step over that line of fear and you will feel FREE.
yes. thats where i want to be.